To Trust...Or Not To Trust? It's Out Of The Question.

If I asked you what came into your head when i asked "What does friendship mean to you?" Now, you might be thinking along the lines of two people that trust each other, tell each other everything, stick up for one another and yeah, you would be right. But did you know that the word "Friendship" has taken on a totally different meaning? It now means making up little games and stories to find out who your "true" friends really are and those who are just taking you for a ride.

Correct me if i'm wrong but if you hang around with a group of people then you must know that they are your friends? Otherwise you wouldnt be around them, right? And you also must know that if you are around people that you know talks about other people then at some point or another are going to talk about you? Okay maybe not if you dont do anything too drastic you might be lucky. Obviously if you bring attention to yourself by "making up" a story that you and some guy were getting intimate then yes, im sorry, you will be spoke about.

I mean, you dont expect to make that up tell someone and for everyone to be like "oh okay"? Especially not if you one of the quiet ones. I always did say, you need to watch the quiet ones...Seriously, get a grip?

Dont want to be spoke about? THEN DON'T GO AROUND MAKING UP STORIES ABOUT YOURSELF. IT'S SO OBVIOUS.

So to explain the title: "To trust...or not to trust" by this i mean whether you trust someone or not its up to you, you make up your own mind.

"It's out of the question" by this i mean, if you hang around with people but then go around making up stories about your "sex life" shall we say, then its out of the question whether yo trust them or not because at the end of the day YOU made it up and YOU took it upon yourself to go and tell a few people about it.

If you have bigger worries to deal with then thats fine, but *ahem* hello? so does everyone? But i forgot, its all to be sympathic towards you, your having a hard time, you cant deal with it all, youve had enough...try living through your partents getting divorced, your dad going to Iraq, your gran having cancer, your papa then getting cancer, your grandparents constantly on your back being controlling, your other grandparents who dont even want to know you and just walk by you in the street. You not think thats bigger worries than "oh whos not talking to me today?" "whos posted something about me this time" Like i keep saying, suck it up. I have. Bet most of the people reading this wont know about all that, i want going to say it, im not looking for sympathy, im just saying the facts and they are that you have a normal life and you should be grateful for it, you shouldnt be going around creating problems for yorself and then moaning about it? Lifes too short.

Thats all this time! I have said all i have to say!

Thank you and goodnight!